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Where'd u go.

2009-05-03T23:28:00.002+08:00

Yeah where'd u go. Why haven i hear from u today?

I'm looking forward to tmr. And the day after. Because i'll be meeting domo! (KHAIRUL DONT FORGET TO BRING HIM OUT ON TUESDAY AH)

Soehendra is kental nak mampos

2009-04-30T00:53:00.005+08:00

Mutants:
usually i can cook maggi,eat,wash the plate and u still haven reply

Hahaha.

Do i really take forever to reply on msn?

Kiss me through the phone, kiss me through the phone..

2009-04-24T01:50:00.005+08:00

8 msn conversations just now was madness! I get very panicky when so many orange lights start blinking non-stop. I'm sorry if i took so long to reply some of u.

Malam jumaat (or however u spell that), and its 215am alr now. Plus the big freaky lizard that always hang around my toilet only at night.. Gosh, i'd better not crash too late..

2009-04-19T00:21:00.002+08:00

Its been awhile really, since i stayed up late only to giggle myself silly at msn conversations. :)

Hit the gym with san today, after some frolicking at tamp1. 3km on the trendmill and i felt so good after that. I'm loving the aches that im having right now.

Upcoming mondays for the next few months is gna be different. The boyfriend is having exams and then it'll be 3 extremely long months of holiday for the uni peeps. That means i can't look him up at nus during my 7 hours break on mondays anymore. :(

And math test on tues. I predict its gna make me feel stupid again. Meh.

Me time.

2009-04-15T01:30:00.005+08:00

Its wednesday and wednesday=no sch day. My plan is to stay home so that i can run in the evening, at the same time catch up with schoolwork and save money. Oh and also watch 90210 and american idol on telly. Yay me. :)

U spin my head right round, right round. When u go down, when u go down down.

2009-04-14T14:36:00.003+08:00

Just had a good day ytd. :) But i have no idea what/who made it good.

I feel like sheesha-ing, bandung flavour that san told me about. Because i love bandung. Guess i'll satisfy half of my craving with a cup of bandung on my way to school later. Or maybe i could satisfy both. With bandung on one hand and a cigg on the other. Hmm.

2009-04-12T23:35:00.004+08:00

Gross u disgusting perv. When u tweet that u want to go to THAT place. For THAT reason. To me. Its as GOOD as saying that U want to visit the red-light district in Gelyang. Okay.

Bleargh.

2009-03-25T01:45:00.001+08:00

Omgah i feel so stupid after the math test today.

Time to buck up, Silin.

2009-03-13T00:19:00.002+08:00

I freaking can't wait for Sat.

Nokia e63!

Insomnia ah ah ahh.

2009-03-11T00:51:00.005+08:00

I'm so bored i can't sleep. The past few days have been the same. Flipping and flipping on bed till 3-4 am. And ytd i had to wake up at 6ish for my morning class. Monday being the longest day of the week, lack of sleep didnt help at all. My brain was pretty much hanged at the end of day.

That thurs night at sheena's must have screwed up my body clock.

That night the sky was pouring. We girls cabbed to Zouk, only to realise that phuture was closed. Velvet was open but was playing trance. Pffft. So karin justine and i decided to take another cab back to sheena's while sheena and her sissy went clarke. The amount we spent on our cabs was c r a z y hahaha. Ben&jerrys macs cup noodles alcohols and mean girls after that. I did not sleep at all. :)

On another news, because GP lesson was so slack last week, Karin Sheena and I were sitting at the back of the class watching blue videos on S's macbook. :D And today we had seoul garden for dinner after math. I brought khairul along. Notty Karin and Sheena put ''tadpoles'' on the sizzling hot pan and it started popping like popcorns. It was so painful when it popped onto my hand.

2009-02-28T14:12:00.003+08:00

Aaaah silin is growing fatter and heavier by the day! Ever since school started this year i barely ran. My current timetable totally screwed up my usual running routine. Howwww. :( Oh my CANNOT. I need to fix a time and resume my running routine. By hook or by crook, i must go back to running at least 3 times a week!

2009-02-22T23:00:00.004+08:00

Clairol says:
today i dreamt of eating french toast
with a thick slice of butter in between
and a thick portion of ham under the butter
but then
i din get to eat it
cos somebody
took it and ate it
meh
that somebody was U!
notty ger

Silin says:
hahaha so random
heh
but in real life im not like that
i will at least leave a small portion for u

Clairol says:
:(
and the worst thing was
i made the entire thing...

Silin says:
awwwww hahaha
that silin was such a notty ger
then what did u do to her?

Clairol says:
nothing
i go sulk one corner
den i woke up

Hahahaha i didnt know im a glutton in the eyes of my boyfriend.

And i just took a peek at my 12 year old brother's compo. The title's My Best Friend. He wrote about a girl and the way he described the girl totally made me LAUGH my ass off! But his command of english really surprised me though. Everyday watch hannah montanah and spongebob only can write like that, hurrrr.

2009-02-19T12:27:00.002+08:00

Went back to tpj yesterday to collect my records and hand in some forms. Manged to meet and catch up with a few. Lunch with valentin and ben. Choc waffle and coffee-hazelnut with jellies was great, though i couldnt finish cause my menstral cramp was so bad ytd it totally took away my appetide. Theres the orientation camp gg on right now hence didnt get to meet up with some, namely Zach jermyn jolene. :( but its okay, jolene and i can always meet out. Zach, shall we all go to simpang for a food marathon and then gelare for waffles again soon? :)

Valentine's day last saturday was a.w.e.s.o.m.e. Cause the boyfriend made it so. <3 Together with jessie and samuel, we went to the zoo. Jessie and i spent like half the time in the zoo trying to pinpoint which animal is male and which is female. And u know what we were looking out for. Haha.

Then in the evening, dinner was at sakae with just khairul at ms. Longgggg queue. And can i just say that the sight of couples armed with those small typical cheap looking bouquet of flowers wrapped in pink papers eeks me? It was like everywhere in the mall. I was so glad khairul didnt make me carry one on that day, but got me something that i've been wanting to buy for so long instead.<3 While i got him a laptop sleeve and sewed his initials on it. Omg, the whole sewing process was a PAIN. Literally and figuratively.

2009-02-11T01:10:00.003+08:00

I miss tpj so bad. The friends, classmates, teachers, food, the ugly green uniform, volleyball, mr chiang, library, pe, bus 21 and 59, and the places in the sch's vicinity where i'd hang after classes with awesome pae friends once a week. :(

Now im only praying for this year to not suck so bad.

I probably still need some getting use to, and some faith.

2009-02-01T00:18:00.002+08:00

MAE AND SAN ITS SO NOT FAIR TONIGHT. HOW I WISH I COULD BE THERE. I'M TOTALLY SULKING AT HOME RIGHT NOW. NA NA NA.

And on top of that, i'm still quite torn between my choices.

T_T

2009-01-30T18:56:00.002+08:00

urghhh, i still cant make up my mind!!

I'm oh so fickle. I've changed my decision several times. Just last night, after a msn conversation with jermyn, i really wanted to just give As a shot, go mdis. Then a few moments later, while tossing and turning on my bed (can't believe i didnt fall right straight into slumber upon hitting the pillow) i had a second thought bout it AGAIN and now im really unsure if i should go mdis.

GRRRRRRRRR.

But if i dont, my heart wont rest. Seriously. :( I'm not convinced that this is my capability limit. I still think i have not done my best and i can do much better.

But then again, i think i could be wrong. Maybe im just thinking too highly of myself. Maybe i cant do better, maybe this is just my limit.

This sucks. I dont like making decisions, for im always scared i will regret my decision later.

Discussion with my mom bout this later.

On another note, i just finished one WHOLE packet of oreo by myself!! I FEEL LIKE JUST KILLING MYSELF.

2009-01-29T22:29:00.002+08:00

I was woken up by a stomachache ytd morning. At like 10am.

Ladies night at rebel then hopped over to the attica and back to rebel, then lastly zouk.

Rebel podium is reminiscene. :) right mae? haha sigh. not really a good thing though.

Went over to san's place after that. Didnt sleep until i got home at like 9ish today morning. Slept for like a mere 2 hours then i received a wake up call from khairul and went to meet him. Caught bride wars. It was good. :)

So, for like the past 37 hours i only slept for 2 hours. Whoa, i just broke my record mann.

2009-01-27T00:40:00.004+08:00

This song was in my head the whole time today.

After youtubing just now, i can finally differentiate ne-yo chrisbrown and usher by their looks. Haha i used to be confused, thought they all look the same to me.

And i did collect alot of hongbaos today. :) :) :) Cause almost all my cousins aunties and uncles were present at my grandma's house this year.

Met my newly-born second cousin elliott and 3-year-old clarissa. Sigh, i think kids are so adorable. Khairul can we also have our own one soon? ;D

2009-01-26T01:01:00.003+08:00

Just came back from reunion dinner at Grand Mercure, opposite Parkway parade. Goshh, i'm damn full now. Cause my mom is so lazy to cook steamboat and cause she say we always eat so little and every year most of the food will end up wasted, we ate out this year. The food was good(i love the strawberry chocolate fondue!), but i'd still prefer steamboat on cny eve. :( Nehmind, tmr at ah ma's house comfirm theres steamboat to eat one.

Then after cny im gna start running again..

and i gotta figure out what i wna do next.

Okay, i hope i get many many hongbaos tmr!

2009-01-18T21:59:00.003+08:00

After last week, after one whole week of seeing khairul almost everyday, i realise that i can live with just him in this world. Yeah just him.<3

Had school till 1 everyday. Attended motivational talksssss until im super sick of it alr. The only time i thought was fun was PE and the inline skating on friday.

Monday was aimless in town. Caught ongbak 2 but khairul didnt really know what was happening in the movie hahaha. Oh, we were actually on a hunt for a bag for him. So i guess our trip to town wasnt really aimless that day.

Tuesday spells waffles day! Went cityhall, had gelare and bought his crumpler. :)

Wednesday i pigged at home after school.

Thursday we were at holland v. The whole freaking place's wireless was freaking screwed. But nehmind, we watched alton's ghost town on the laptop. :)

Friday we went haji lane, and we bumped into jessie choo AGAINN. The last time we went haji also bump into her. Love the shops there. So vintagegy and cute. Dined at some Indian restaurant cause i was having cravings for curry sambal allll and omg, the cheese prata there is ORGASMIC. Thats it, its gna be our next usual makan place at bugis alr. Tong seng? meh.. haha. Watched another movie, huanting of molly sth sth, after haji. It was bleah, so-so only.

Saturday we were supposed to go zoo with jessie and sam. But but jessie busted so we went sentosa instead and so coincidentally, cafe del mar turned two ytd. Both of us were too broke though. :( Oh well. I built mt. S while he built mt. K. Mt. S is no doubt nicer. ;D but both mountains crumpled in the end, much thanks to those notty kids!! even the plataeu was gone. :(

Its about time i update this dead blog.

2009-01-11T00:54:00.005+08:00

The school holidays are coming to an end real soon and in one day time i'll be back to school. And honestly, i'm feeling rather nervous bout it. Actually i've always been jittery bout my first day of school of a new semester like since primary school, so whats new.

Tmrs the last day of my holiday and im gna spend it on spring cleaning my room. Its about time i tidy up my table and shelves too.

The past few weeks have been a blur. I only know i've been partying every week with mae and san, the standard two. Zouk then rebel then the siloso beach party then butterfac and mambo night. Mambo is super cute i tell u! Haha i wna together forever again and i should really get over nanananana alr. :(

Khairul, ur still the best i've ever met.
:)

I do cherish u.

2008-12-29T03:30:00.005+08:00

Very old school. but listening to it still gives me that romantic vibe. :)

I was at mccafe with khai today. The music played at the mccafe must have gotten me into the mood for such kind of old love songs that im in right now hahaha

anyway, on another freaking awesome news

thanks to san i'm gg for the siloso beach party this 31st for the countdown FOR FREE! wheee~ :)

Now i hope i can finish studying for my tests before the party.

I have 3 days and a half.

HAPPY 22ND

2008-12-28T00:57:00.004+08:00

AYE SMILE LUH!

Yeah, good boy. :) wait wait i must take somemore!

ger ger faster! the flame dying alr.

Haha, after eating the cake like halfway i insisted on taking photos. and idk why fish&co put that one slice of cake in such humongous box.

We caught the day the earth stood still at cathay.
Dinner at fish&co glasshouse. Then fort canning.

I hope u had fun today, though its like our typical dates when we have money. And unfortunately though we have money today, its not enough to carry out our original plan. :( But its okay! Next year valentin's day or sth. :)

2008-12-25T23:35:00.002+08:00

Silin is so not in the mood for any tests right now.
She can't seem to get enough of stoning.

Last night's party was dope, definately.
Think we all enjoyed ourselves.
But, idk why i have the urge to cry after everything.
And because i have yet found the reason for the tears to come
Im holding back.

gingerbreadman00 has been hacked!

2008-12-22T00:07:00.019+08:00

haha, the previous post "the best thing that happened to me'' was by mae.. KHAIRUL I CANT BELIEVE U ACTUALLY THOUGHT IT WAS REALLY ME. :(

Oh well, last friday was heaps of fun.. (:

Kiasu us headed zouk at 9, when the music wasnt even playing yet. -.- Thus after we had our hands chopped, we went to use the clean clean Grand Capthrone toilet and lepak at the lobby for awhile.

What girls do. Cam-whoring in the toilet. ;D

And more cam-whoring at the lobby..

OUR VIRTUAL TWINS!

Slutty much? haha.

At zouk..

We are the fun & happening JC geeks. (:
At least we think so.

SAN, my earring shines too!

SARDINE-PACKED.

At mae's place after which! In her cute matching pyjamas we chatted the rest of the night away.

Oh i had steamboat/barbeque with the band peeps at marina square that afternoon. And it was only until then then i realised that i smelled horrible, like hawker oily alllll. :[

Right now na na, i cant wait for..

1) xmas eve.

2) xmas

3) friday's shopping!

4) and lastly, advancement test to be over.

THE BEST THING THAT HAPPENED TO ME!

2008-12-20T06:25:00.002+08:00

Zouked with the most fantabulous babes in town... drumrolls... MAE AND SAN!!!! :) love those babes soooo much! only god knows!! they're so amazing and like, blardy drop dead gorgeous! guess how much attention we got?! LIKE duh, the whole club! :) and no, they didn't pay me to say these! this words are my own, from the bottom of my heart! met plenty of tpjcians there! made plenty of friends! but the best part is still having MAE AND SAN by my side! they're like the best companions i could ever find as clubbin buddies, shopping bitches, and sugarcane addicts! thanks for eveything!!!
AND MAE! HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MY QUEEN! love you muchos! XXX
SAN, THANK YOU FOR BEING SUCH A CHIOBU THUS KENA SELECTED TO BE A MEMBER AT ZOUK! love you too! XXX

ps. mae, stop trying to make tight happen. it wont happen!
( i so step mean girls sia!)
meh...
( now i step ahlian sia)
hahahaha k, sugar overload from my sweet girls! feel so blessed! :D
PHOTOS SOON. :):)

2008-12-11T22:16:00.003+08:00

Sentosa with the vollers today.
the j1s and the j2s. ><
But unfortunately for us, it started raining at 3ish.
The sudden pour really created a mother lot of hassle.
Especially when we were at tanjong beach.
Siloso volleyball courts were removed for saturday's zoukout event.
thats why we went tanjong instead.
which is like hundread thousand million miles away from the train station.
bleargh.
Oh well, at least my day was fun. :)

On another news, i'll be having a band concert next thurs.
Omg, the practices is gna kill me. :(

Im currently in love with sea of wisdom.
Its on repeat on my ipod touch!

2008-12-10T02:03:00.003+08:00

I hate facing technical problems. I hate hate hate. Cause i can never fix them!

And what annoys me more is that my dad is like me. Know how to use and have fun with computers only. But donno how to fix them when they're spoiled. It annoys me more because HE'S A GUY, he should know how or at least know a little!

I know right, im stereotyping. Who says guys must be good at technical stuff. But, well, i just cant help feeling a lil annoyed about it.

Yeah and like though he can be a bit annoying and stuborn at times, he's still my cutest dad ever. :)

2008-12-08T23:24:00.002+08:00

Something about everything just doesnt feel right now. Everything.

2008-12-06T23:30:00.005+08:00

So i went sky high on the singapore flyer and sailed down the river on a duck boat today. Picturesque scenary. Its such a pity to not have snapped a few photos. Sucks to have a spoiled camera and lousy phone with lousy camera. URGH, lets not get into that.

And i dont understand why my skin has been so sick lately. The doctor say its allergy, and told me to avoid seafood and alcohol for the next 2 weeks. BUT THE LAST TIME I HAD SEAFOOD WAS LAST SATURDAY AND THE LAST TIME I DRANK WAS AT ZOUK ON MONDAY WHICH WASNT EVEN ALOT LOR I DIDNT TURN RED. Oh god.. For 18 years i have not known to be allergic to anything then suddenly like that. What oh what is happening to me? :(:(

It was a long day indeed.

2008-11-29T01:09:00.004+08:00

Morning with valentin and alton.

Afternoon with jessie kamilah and sab.

Evening with jolin lee.
As usual, i haven seen her for mother long and we had starbucks and pepper lunch where we ate dogfood with 7134+ pets.
Okay no haha, im totes kidding. We ate rice with corns and salmon for me and beef for her and like some really awesome sauce.
Met mae and friend a lil while too.
And i bought a dress from f21 and im gna wear it for prom. :)

2008-11-28T01:06:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow(or rather, later today, since its alr past midnight) sounds like a busy day for me. But i'm sure i'll have fun. :)

I wna make up on the time lost today and do my vectors assignments and wished khairul was here for me to bite, right now na na....

yesterday. :)

2008-11-26T01:06:00.003+08:00

Prom shopping & arab st. I'm tired so photos shall speak.

Haha san never wash her armpit. It smells!

2008-11-26T00:43:00.002+08:00

shaggeddd. :(

and to hell with the diet diary alr.

my legs hurt to the max. :(:(

Day 13.

2008-11-16T23:13:00.005+08:00

The biartch is not going back myanmmar this dec anymore. :):):)

Well, i dont really like it when any of my close friends goes abroad. Because it always feels like something is missing in life when they're so far away..

Though i ran ytd, i didnt eat little these 2 days too.

Meeting boyboy again tmr. 830 in the morning. And i'll be spending the entire day with him. :)

I'm thinking of running before that. But that means i'll have to get out of bed veh veh veh early. Hard. But i'll try.

Day 11.

2008-11-14T22:26:00.002+08:00

Kfc 2 piece chicken meal for lunch with germ and alton and a glass of milk for dinner was all i had today. Yay! Plus i ran continuously for 3km in the evening just now. :):):)

HAPPY 18th JOLIN LEEEEE.
ur my bestfriend for life!
meet up soon okay? :)

blablabla. fake.

Day 10.

2008-11-13T22:04:00.002+08:00

Its only day 10?! :[

I think i ate alot today. 3 chicken wings for dinner, and just as soon as i licked my last dirty finger clean comes another craving. Root beer. Urgh! Lucky home dont have. Hehee.

Anyways, i'm starting work next week and im so not looking forward to it. :(:(

Day 9.

2008-11-12T23:02:00.002+08:00

I feel like eating fried chicken wings.

Day 8.

2008-11-11T22:21:00.010+08:00

3km this morning. It was another run/walk. Walk more. Sigh.

Breakfast: Had craving for half boil eggs last night! So i boiled myself an egg this morning and drank a glass of non low-fat milk. :(
Lunch: Subway tuna sandwich, cookies and coke.
Dinner: Lotsa mangoes. :)

I KNOW RIGHT. ON DIET BUT IM STILL EATING SO MUCH.

Weighed myself this morning. I've only lost 1kg thus far. Not good! But khai said i look thinner today. So i guess 1kg makes a pretty apparant diffference in terms of looks? Yay, motivation! :) I must eat less tmr.

Tropic thunder with him today. And i freaking took the wrong bus again. Instead of taking 5, i took 55. How freaking blur can i get! :/

Then we sat at starbucks and played with his new, mega cool macbook. Super mega cool. Like finally, after god knows how many months he spent lusting over the new macbook, he finally bought it. haha.

Webcam is so entertaining!

Small beady eyes. Haha, cannot make it luh. You still look like a malay.

Effects! Hahaha i cant stop laughing at these retarded photos.
I look like domo. RRRRRR!

xoxo.

2008-11-11T01:21:00.002+08:00

Sometimes i wonder, why am i still constantly sceptical about the truthfulness of some words from my very close ones.

Day 3, 4, 5 and 6.

2008-11-09T22:25:00.003+08:00

i know i know, i haven been updating on my diet diary, reason because i have been so lazy. It is also partly because i have neither been running nor watching my diet. So im rather abashed to blog about it. Heh.

Lets just talk about today. Lunch was at fish&co with my parents and sis. I ordered the crayfish spaghet and the pasta came out soft and starchy, obviously over-cooked. I complained to my parents, they tried and they agreed with me that its over-cooked. When i was almost half done eating, a waitress walked by and my mom told her about it and i got a new plate of crayfish spaghet. I thought it was really nice of them, and if i didnt finish up my food i'll feel badd. So i finished up. Even though i was very very full. I forced myself to. :(
It was my heaviest meal since Day 1..

I'm so going running tmr..

Thursday was result day. I'm promoted! :)
Now honestly, im quite scared of next year.

I went Sentosa for the 3rd time in 2 weeks yesterday.
Cafe del mar and lots of photos taken. :)

I miss San.

And hi, zach. ;D

Day 2

2008-11-05T21:17:00.003+08:00

My diet plan totally failed today.

Whilst typing this post i'm munching a chocolate cranberry bread away despite having eaten my dinner already. I can't help it! This bread has been lying on the table since morning and its so bloody tempting okay.

Tried running this morning, but my body felt weak. So i ended up walking mostly and i barely perspired when i reached home. Maybe i shouldnt run in the morning. The reason why i felt weak, i guess is because i didnt eat for the past like 10 hours when i was sleeping. So hmm, i should probably run in the evening.

Barack obama won the presidency. I was watching the news on the election this morning till obama won because there were no other things to watch. And i admit, i am clueless on what obama did that made him win or whatsoever. Throughout the whole campaign i have not watch or read any of it. greattt. no wonder i struggle in GP. :[

I wanna lose 5kg.

2008-11-04T20:09:00.004+08:00

and i'm pretty determined this time.
5kg in one month, u think can? hmm.

So, today shall be Day 1.

Foods i ate today:
Breakfast- peanutbutter & jam sandwich.
Lunch- cream of mushroom soup, a slice of bread, and tuna.
Dinner- watermelons.
and some snacks in between. I rmb eating famous amos cookies.

Considering that i ran like 3km today, thats not alot right? :)

I've been sneezing like since i woke up this morning. Samantha says someone is missing me. haha. more like everyone, every atoms and molecules in this universe are missing me today, not just someone. :(

I'm eighteen!

2008-11-03T20:22:00.005+08:00

and eighteen feels kinda promising.
finally legal to a handful of things.

It was just a little getaway from hustle and bustle of the city with the boyfriend at Sentosa beach. The present was a surprise because i told u not to get me anything. I know ur damn broke. Well thank u! <3 haha it was ironic and funny how u say im still underage to u when u got checked for ID to buy ur cigs that day. 22 year old still get checked. sigh. boy boy.. ;D

Thank u yuying mingcheng xinwei and jianwei (or is it weijian?) -haha i have memorised u boys and girl cheena names- for the advance birthday dinner on saturday night. :) Valentin and i were speechless by their superb oscar acting skills. I totally bought the whole story in Germaine's text which i was certainly chagrined after reading it. haha u evil people.

To everyone taking their Alevel exams and pw oral presentation, best wishes! :) I know right, exams and pw are just pains in the ass. But its just a few more days, and u all can party till u drop! So press on!

restless tonight.

2008-10-27T00:52:00.006+08:00

I ate my breakfast and dinner portion tgt this evening, and omg i still feel damn bloated right now. A burger and a plate of spaghetti okay.. Its long story to why i had to eat so much. but fundamentally, its because of my mom.

sooo fat now. hitting the beach tmr. how? :[

HAPPY SEVENTEENTH, WELZZZ VALENTIN!
7 more days and its my turn. :)

HSM3 is awesomeeeeeeeee.

aaah well.

i was probably concentrating so hard on the movie that when i was snapped back to reality in the midst of it, i find myself in a whirlpool of emotions.

i hate this. im screwing up very little thing i do. i wonder when will i learn to do things right.

2008-10-23T20:15:00.008+08:00

its been awhile since i blogged, no?

I cut classes today just so i can run in the morning. I haven ran in like a week or so. Sigh, how to stop the jigglings like that? :[

Sent my camera for repair this afternoon and khai was being rather bitchy. kept making fun of me only. imitating and exagerrating practically every actions i made and every words i said in the most bimbotic way. and giving me the neck massage that i absolutely hate. rrrrrrrrrr, i was so annoyed and paranoid okay, wondering to myself if i really do sound like a bimbo to him all the time. hur. that notty boy. spank spank.

On another note,

i friggin' cant wait for the twilight movie to come out!
I'm so obsessed. Edward cullen totally dazzles me. No, not robert pattinson in the movie. but edward cullen in the book.. in my imagination. Robert pattinson is far from how i imagined edward to be. :( But still, i cant wait to catch the movie. i cant wait! ;D

2008-10-12T21:22:00.004+08:00

my leg fats jiggle when i run. haha. SO NOT COOOL!

2008-10-12T13:40:00.002+08:00

i was jealous.

jealous because ur colleagues get to see you two nights a week.

ur classmates and friends see you every weekday.

ur family sees you at home everyday.

while i only got an hour of you this week, 5 hours last week, and none the week before last.

not fair luhh.

i hate running.

2008-10-08T21:49:00.005+08:00

But i love the sense of accomplishment i get after covering 3km.. it always feels like i've won the war with my legs.

The first lap sucks, always. i totally loathe running the first lap.

To me, its overcoming the inertia of my lazy legs at the start the hardest and most tiresome part of running.

Then eventually, as i gain momentum, the next few laps become a breeze. but ONLY on days when my feet decide not to sore. like it did today. :[

So yeahh, running sucks. most of the time.

The reward i get the end of it all? Is the euphoric that kicks in when those digits on the scale drop. :) and able to succumb to my sweet cravings with no worries.

pink for girls.

2008-09-27T16:23:00.011+08:00

nyorknyork with germ & the boys on friday night.
overly spicy mala hotpot with san on saturday night.
letting baseless & excessive suspicions rule over the mood.
& twilight
more or less sums up my last weekend.

you love me you like her. you make me laugh you make me cry.

2008-09-19T21:22:00.007+08:00

Went to school today just for a netball game. Well, we lost. but doesnt really matter cause i think everyone had done their best. What matters is, i scored 1 out of the 2 goals! haha. Heh, i just hafta brag about it! :)

Spent a lil while playing taboo with a few of my classmates before leaving school and i had a couple of laughs. Zach, especially, was funny in his descriptions..Well, one of it was.. cause we both like this particular song, for the word "cheers" he pointed to me and was like "three what for five years!".

Dinner at popeyes with khai in the evening. and today he's no longer a heartless man! He now has a paper heart. from me. :)

This was last tuesday.. Girlfriends are the best! <33

finally done with promos.

2008-09-16T00:35:00.008+08:00

Well,

whilst enjoying my post examination days, occasionally my heart still sinks at the thought of whats going to happen next monday- results. Scary much. If i dont make it again this time round, i really have no idea what i should do..

Dont think i did well enough again this time.. Didnt manage to completely finish any paper.. sigh.

Today, after the chem paper was lunch with a few of my classmates. Bought baby domos.. like finally i managed to get them. :)

Then met up with khairul at vivocity.. B&J, starbucks, make it "happed'' and noodles.. And baby domo went missing after merely 6 hours after i gave it him. :( :( :(

Damn tired now. I was typing like a drunkard on msn just now. haha.

Meeting my girlfriends tmr! yay!

my marks for todays physics mcq paper

2008-09-12T23:29:00.012+08:00

is horror

I was already very very tensed up for todays paper yesterday afternoon, while studying at v's place with ben.. Hence, albeit studying quite hard, i knew nothing was really getting into my head.

V and ben said it was their first time seeing me so serious..

Then the jittery i felt during exam this morning got really badd.. I almost went crazy. My mind kinda blanked out.. I had a hard time recalling the equation for conservation of momentum and some simple formulas..

sobsxz.... :(

i wish i could tell you something to take it all away.

2008-09-05T23:37:00.004+08:00

the fearful promos is finally down to 2 days away. i haven touched on econs yet. really really worried for monday's papers, gp and econs, now. other than that, preparation for promos has been pretty much okay. physics, im only worried for the front few topics which i didnt pay much attention during lessons. dynamics and forces. yup, otherwise, it should all be okay. i think. still not quite confident for any subjects yet though. dont wanna screw up like last year.

i hope i can finish studying for econs in 2 days.

i hope my cold doesnt get worse. yesss, what luck. caught a cold from walking in the rain then sitting somewhat directly under the aircon on bus 15 last wednesday.

and i hope i dont blank out at that crucial time like i always tend to when im nervous!

dreams

2008-09-01T01:44:00.000+08:00

i should stop having them in my sleep.

good dreams. bad dreams. either way i will still wake up feeling like crap.

after a good dream, being awake feels like a nightmare especially when life hasnt been great. and it'd usually take me one whole morning to move on. while bad dreams leave me paranoid or horrified when i wake up after that.

I hope i dont dream tonight.

Nights world..

2008-08-29T01:29:00.004+08:00

curiousities & butterflies in the stomach.

am pondering..
what, im not too sure.
thoughts are coming in in small bits & pieces.

all tangled up in the mind

however i do know that i'm feelinng a little scared.

(run baby run).

2008-08-29T00:32:00.004+08:00

the song that sounds like the great escape.
titles are along the same line too, dontcha think so? :D

elearning today! no school. pigged the morning away in bed while the rest of the day was spent doing online assignments in the library with hun. :) well, learning from last years badd experience, elearning this year went quite well. Also, much thanks to khairul i failed only econs, passed the rest. <3

my head hurts.

2008-08-26T21:43:00.005+08:00

Gone were the days when i can digest physics concepts without having to read boring textbooks.

Learning physics from textbook can be such a painn. Those boring much formulae. Im gathering every ounce of patience and perseverance i have to read up and fathom
how those formula works.

:(

I want to be where every time you breathe a wish comes true.

2008-08-20T22:20:00.002+08:00

bleh i feel like eating ice-cream again.

2 large cups (4 scoops of ice-cream) at ice-cream chef yesterday left me feeling mega huge, even after running. and now i want more.

The arch of my feet are like sore and red. Promos 20 odd days away. Stress and paranoia kicking in. Hate this hate this hate this.

And i'm getting kinda bored of school. I'm like spending 12 hours in school on most days now. Remedials and make-ups can go on till 7 plus. Sheesh.

I'll be there for you through it all, even if saving you sends me to heaven.

2008-08-17T20:56:00.008+08:00

:)

Your guardian angel by the Red Jumpsuit Apparatus makes me happy. Like the memories that come with it whenever i listen to it. :) Lately my playlist on my ipod consists of old songs that i listened obsessively to last year, such as over you by chris daughtry, with you by sum 41 and some of mayday parades. It brings back memories that are rather comforting, really. :)

So, i said i would blog about last weekend. Now another weekend has gone by and i haven. Procrastination procrastination.. Oh well whats new.

In anti-chronological order..

Yesterday was my younger brother & mum's birthday. Rite pizzas(thin crust) and black pepper crab were great. The pizza didnt give me that jelak feeling unlike other pizzas. Really enjoyed it!

Lunch at swissotel with family on saturday was also good. Though i was feeling a tad sleepy as i didnt sleep the entire night before, it was fun. Realised how long our family hasnt gone out for a meal together. However, squeezing 4 huge asses at the back seat is really not fun. Its high time my dad change his car to a bigger one. ;D

Friday night was spent mugging at airport with jessie. And at 4+ khairul came over from work. Man i can go crazy doing differentiation backwards!

Thursday was ice-cream at coldrock with khairul.

hahaa.

And last monday was fish&co with the SO bunch. :)

FA1 for germaine.. haha it was alton's idea to include these wormies in her present. Coke sweets from minitoons. Don't you think it looks damn real and freaky?! :

and some catching up session with bff Jolin the friday before last. <3>

2008-08-11T23:50:00.002+08:00

okayy í've just lost my mood to blog about my weekend now. fell for some stupid prank. haha got to admit that im dumb and gullible.

oh wells, tmr then!

off to some mugging! chem test after sch tmr. been getting distracted by the olympics- volleyball, beachball and swimming. not goooood, when promos is just 4 weeks away.

right, cramming starts tmr.

WHY

2008-08-06T23:08:00.002+08:00

does everyone seem so happy to me today?
It feels like the only unhappy person in this world.

thats what you get when you let your heart win.

2008-08-04T23:27:00.003+08:00

tonight,

yet again.

i've lost my will and self-control to this random whirlpool of emotions.

2008-08-01T23:36:00.004+08:00

Still coughing away. non-stop. Its been 6 days already! feel like emptying the entire bottle of cough mixture down my very sored throat right now. hmm :( can i?

Oh and boy was training stressful today. so many eyes watching! think i still suck at digging.

urgh, cannot. i gotta put in some hard work.

GO SILIN!

2008-07-30T22:25:00.002+08:00

This sucks. I'm like coughing my lungs out all day and night. I need to stop coughing. like now.

2008-07-23T23:44:00.004+08:00

I dont feel well again. Felt nauseated in the day and now im coughing hard.

Road run at ecp this morning turn out to be a big walk for me in a drizzly cold weather. haha. And today we celebrated our maid's 25th birthday. its been 8 years since she joined our family. can you believe it, she was only 17 then. which is, my age now. i'm sure it'd took her alot of courage.. cause like seriously, i wouldnt bear to leave my family, friends and that pig behind and go to somewhere far and foreign alone now. not even if someone offers to pay me like a million dollars. home is still the sweetest place to be at.:)

2008-07-20T00:48:00.003+08:00

im losing faith.

2008-07-15T20:49:00.004+08:00

I hate how every week feels so routined now.

2008-07-14T23:33:00.003+08:00

Dinner with the 2 self-proclaimed losers, zach and jermyn today was damn funny. Had a couple of good laugh. I still haven gotten over that hilariously shocked face of that passer-by who walked pass our table when the 2 made that loud PIAK sound with the straw. HAHAHA, laughed till i had tears in my eyes. Seriously the funniest thing i have seen lately.

On another note, im glad i survived through 2.4 today.
Though i thought i was really slow, i passed and its now over! :)

2008-07-10T20:30:00.005+08:00

i feel really really bad i made someone cry today. though he lied to me first, i realise that i shouldnt have been so blunt with my words. i feel like im a horrible monster. oh just shoot me. :(

flu virus got the better off me for the past 2 days. Absented myself from school yesterday and i TOTALLY hate the taste of antibiotics down my throat. bleh. other than that, i pretty much enjoyed pigging in and out of bed without feeling any sense of guilt. heh. ;D

Singapore youth national orchestra at esplanade on tuesday, despite the flu!

esplande hall is so grand and nice!

2008-07-03T21:34:00.002+08:00

goddamn it hurts. my butt.

ever since training yesterday, walking has been awfully painful. :(

need to exercise more!

Thinking of you.

2008-06-29T19:28:00.002+08:00

I love her eyes..... :)

I kissed a girl and i liked it.;D

2008-06-29T03:05:00.005+08:00

its cold and im shivering.. :|

Met up with a pig today, who overslept and was SO late. Meeting time was 5 but guess what. On the bus on my way to town at 430, this pig texted me, saying that he just woke up. All paranoid and upset, i cried. on the bus. (yes pig, thats how upset i was)

okay, quite silly. but oh well.

Yesterday was supposed to meet up with long-time-no-see jolin leeeeeeee, but i last minute got called up for band. :( MISS HER. hmm, at least dinner at the playground last night was nicee. :)

Alright, i guess its back to long boring normal school days on monday. oh what a dread..

2008-06-25T22:46:00.002+08:00

physics today was horrible. i think i might even get like a big fat zero. to hell with it.

yes. one more to go. :)

2008-06-24T00:16:00.003+08:00

Like seriously, mom should be banned from this room.

missing somebadey. C=

2008-06-19T22:38:00.005+08:00

todays mugging session with germaine and alton wasnt so productive. got chased out of macs. Went everywhere in search for another place, from t2 to t3 to t2 then finally settled down at swensens. and we kept spilling drinks for some uncranny reason. did a bit of math. i need v for physics. :( the 3 newton laws still arent making anyy sense to me...

k i should really really get my lazy ass off to mug now. toodles!

There is no price for awesomeness and attractiveness.

2008-06-18T00:37:00.002+08:00

the big fat panda is sooooo cutee and hilarious, i went to watch him at lido with khairul hunny again. second time. ;D when the dvd's out, the movies's gonna be in my itouch i dont care...

sakae sushi at wheellock today! supposed to eat the buffet. but someone was supperrr early ah. so we had the party set instead haha. Silin da auntie here says the buffet is more worth it cause the party set has got the disgusting raw prawn and fish thing! but thats like 4 out of 36 sushi only so not too bad. oh wells.

I'm superr broke now. mummy allowance please. :(

i hate my skin.

2008-06-16T01:28:00.003+08:00

the skin on my hands look dry and wrinkly like an old woman's skin. my nose is peeling. ugly tanlines everywhere and it still kinda hurts. urghh.

Sentosa on friday with tpjband. long hours under the hot sun had us all roasted red. but it was fun though. played games like volley and captainball. and swimming. i "swam" across the sea. haha. with nelson's aid as a human float of cos, cos i cant swim. ;D subway again after that with voracious subs eaters baoling nelson and caile. 1.5 foot-long subs? omggg...

and wednesday, sleepover at jolene's with san. loads of movies and talkings and reminising with san on our sweet old secondary school days, while we looked through those old photos that i still keep in my camera. :) and we both think we grew fatter ever since graduation. our shoulder bones are like dissappearing. the consequence of more breaks we have now in tpj aye. ;D

I miss those secondary school days. We rmb where we use to sit in our classroom... and we miss that chalet at sentosa we had after Osssss.. and i particularly rmb the day we dissected a rat for bio. oohmygosh i could SMELL rubber gloves, antiseptic soaps and dead rats when i saw those bloody photos ytd. cringe. i rmb how puay and i played with the stupid rat's anus with the scapel. haha. disgusting. and i could go on and on with i miss and i rmb...

1 more week to mid-terms! chem math phy and big patrick shall be my best friends for the next 7 days!

2008-06-06T13:07:00.003+08:00

4 straight hours of math yesterday morning would have been dead boring. Thankfully the tutorial turned out to be a chatting session with Ben and jermyn, about friendster, minas and S. Haha. and opps, i was late again. ;D I realise i was never once on time for my extra lessons this holiday..

Hunger striked and as cravings sink in. It was then subway again with my GP groupmates. Subway melt is really awesome okay. And i adore my GP class i must say. :)

Qianying's 18th birthday outing in town after that. Dinner at canele was so bloody ex. The cakes are just mediocore but are prolly overpriced. like, $8 for one thin slice. ouch. but its okay, cause its qianying's birthday! :)

HAPPY 18TH AH MA!
hope you enjoyed yourself ytd and like the card we made you. haha it was really impromptu-ly made. And you're all grown up now. So many doors had just opened for you. clubbing smoking and drinking. However, its a good thing that these arent your kind of activities am i not right? :) study hard and all the best for As!

piggish.

2008-06-05T01:44:00.004+08:00

today was one wasted day spent sleeping cause i freaking reached home at 6ish in the morning. when my sis just woke up for school, i went to sleep. At about 2ish i woke up, came online and had my brunch. 2 whole dumplings. FATTT. And e worst was, shortly after eating, i went back to bed as i was still feeling groggy and only woke up again at about 6pm.

omgosh, i seriously slept too much today. Silin you're such a zhuuuu.

And i missed out funs with the volleyballers at sentosa today, cause i woke up too late. :(

math tutorial at 8 tmr. i haven done any preparations at all. shitsxz.

les musique '08

2008-06-04T21:02:00.008+08:00

last saturday's concert at vch was probably my last band concert. theres so so much that im gonna misssss! the band, mr chiang and my french horn. everything went quite well, especially the trumpet solo for american elegy. we were all pleasantly surprised that jackson finally managed to hit all e notes that evening.

Really really really gonna miss band practices with e J2s, who are leaving college in a few months time.. :(

elaine and michelle especially!
those BBT, lunch, and dinners after practices, and memories of fun times during band camps will be remembered. :)

my girlie clique in band! <3

(oh well, we would all be in brisbane by now if it werent because of someone..:( )

My very lovely friends who came..

Mae san and qianying! You lot had probably found the concert boring. haha but i really appreciate the support that you lot gave by coming. much loves. :)

SO!! kenneth jeckann valentin alton and germaine! thanks for the adorable patrick and flower. <3

s14! jermyn and zach.

and jieying and christalbel whom i do not have a nice photo with. thanks for the chocs and diasy! you girls are super sweet! :)

and zhaoduan, thanks for the tiramisu. I miss last dec concert with you.. :(

the volley girls! grace and huangqi.

and khairul hunny. you didnt want to come at first then you changed your mind.

EVENING OUT WITH DOMO. HAPPY ONE YEAR. XOXO! :)

2008-04-07T23:36:00.005+08:00

i need to start reflecting alot more.

2008-04-07T19:41:00.001+08:00

i just REALLY felt like shopping and talking to khairul in school today i donno why. haha, randomness for a monday.

pe was quite fun today. mr nordin's superr funny. we played with ruby balls after our 2.4 run (2.4 KM, not m not cm!). then 3 periods of physics lecture, i thought i was gonna POM fall asleep. well, no. i very amazingly managed to stay awake and listen to the lecture on statics! haha yay applause.. i love statics man.. :)

okays, i really gotta start studying and really focus already. its been 4 weeks since march holidays ended. feels like its only been 2 weeks. ahh, how fast.
ive got so much to catch up for physics and tons of homeworks waiting for me to complete. gp especially. urgh, dreads.

2008-03-25T21:31:00.003+08:00

very well, i can't believe i fell when i was running for 4x100 relay today.. how very blardy glamorous.

:(

2008-03-23T21:35:00.002+08:00

okay here i go again.
why do i feel so insignificant?
:(

restlessness & paranoia.

2008-03-23T01:57:00.003+08:00

:( absolutely not the best emotions to have on a saturday night.

anyways.. today. out with san and mr bra (haha). bummed around bugis with our cravings that had lured us to the desert stall, then the halal food stall, then arab st, then tcc.. now i feel so bloated..

:( okay bye. im gonna go stare at patrick. i emotionally suddenly dont so well now. :(

San, <333.

movie6

2008-03-22T02:13:00.006+08:00

is SO SUPER DAMN fast, omg. it undoubtedly does NOT take forever to load.

Watched good luck chuck just now anyways. funny funny. but veryy M18 can. ;D

and todays one of those days when i just feel like sitting at home and stone the whole day.. But no.. Quite reluntantly, i attended my cousin's 21st birthday bash.. and ate alot! :( so gonna run again tmr..

oww.

2008-03-17T22:28:00.002+08:00

Ran yesterday, and 2.4k during pe today. hence the muscle aches and blisters now. oww.

~~SOO~~ S15 BBQ at valentin's place on friday. valentin's sausage dog is freakin' cute, though it wouldnt stop screaming. haha. was supposed to meet the SO for macs breakfast and groccery shopping at 10 in the morning. but you know me. ;D i rise and shine earliest 11 during holidays one.

had alot of nonsense in the function room first with the SO before the BBQ. ;D starting of fire was such a procrastination until chris and jeckann came and started it. i mixed the punch and honey-ed the foods. barbecuing marshmallows was fun! which turned out to be boiling marshmallows in flame though. hahaha. and there was a cake for birthday boy, peter too. :)

its a new term once again. and im slowly getting comfortable with my new classmates. was pretty sleepy today cause its like the firsttt day of school. :o bbt-ed then mugged with alton germaine kenneth and valentin after school again. :)

If your heart is no where in it, i dont want it for a minute.

2008-03-12T13:07:00.002+08:00

HAHAHA, peter is super lame i must say. oh well, i cant retake chinese. cause i freakin' passed the deadline to opt for the retake. bleh. forget it then. means no more chinese for the rest of my life! ee-yay!! lol. ;D

watched step-up 2 with him yesterday. lovee the dance moves, especially the ones under the rain. but the plot, mehhh.. step up 1's better. :)

met up with san & yongcheng at simei starbucks after that. san and i had free satays hokkien mee and carrot cake. hehs haha. thanks to samantha who's so sweet, travelled miles just to surprise yongcheng with supper. ;D so yongcheng was telling us about his drama-mama past and we chatted till bout 130. i got freaked out when 2 policemen turned up for spot checks. haha hilarious much. it sucks to be 17 and the half.

then i came back home looking red red red.. like one big lobster.

and so tuesday was my last day at tcc bugis. time passed amazingly fast at work that night. It was amusing to watch shaffie the newly trained barista of the day doing the drinks. haha, order sheets were all over the bar. and drinks served out yesterday looked kinda weird. the whip cream were mountain high. haha she's just cute luh.

oh well, though it was only about a month of work at tcc bugis, i certainly enjoyed working there. with people like tiffany and austin. haha i have no idea why i've never seen tiff in sch before. we were schoolmates and on top of that, she was the vice-captain of pheonix house last year. very observant of me, hah. and austin, the hwa chong dude. who always made my boring evenings alone at the alfresco side better. :)

sighs, so fast thursday alr.. why cant my holidays be longer?
SOO tmr. yay im egg-cited! ;D

2008-03-08T19:08:00.002+08:00

when i recall those words you spoke to me, cant help but wish that i was back where i'd love to be...

2008-03-06T23:45:00.002+08:00

yay! <3 tcc chilli beef soup with sugar-coated garlic bread. ;D

Anyways, i cleared my progress test! whee~ and so did sammantha jolene ayn & peter. :) so much for being scared & all.

chinese A's result tmr. oh god, i'll be contented with just a C!! so then i dont have to learn chinese anymore for the rest of my life!

And it was off to plaza sing again yesterday with my lovely PAE classmates germaine, alton & kenneth. crazy kenneth went all e way to ntu just for lunch! germaine looked really nice in her new SA uniform! & it was really nice chatting up & working next to alton again. (:

scared.

2008-03-02T23:41:00.002+08:00

i cant stand the wait for thursday. progress test results. I am really scared. I'd give anything to stay on in tpjc.

tmr's gonna be a long long day..... much dreads.
and my throat hurts. it feels like something is struck in my throat. :(

boring.....

2008-02-28T22:15:00.002+08:00

yesterday
8-9: econs lecture! demand & supply. gosh. like how many times do i have to listen to demand & supply lecture?
9-1030: supposed to have chem lecture but i skipped. and slacked at canteen extension with peter chris jeckann & their friends instead.
1030-1200: break. continued slacking...
1200-1300: math lecture. series & sequence. & i fell asleepppp...

& i left school after the lecture...

Today
8-9: PE. talk talk talk only... blah.
9-10: physics lecture. almost dozed off. was sitting in a really comfortable position with my sweater on. (:
10-230!: was in the library the entire time with the same lot doing nothing productive at all. read the straits time.

& i left school...

going to school has been really redundant these days. i miss s15. :(

tuesday blues?

2008-02-19T22:38:00.002+08:00

Once again, i woke up this morning feeling really empty. which was then followed by feeling somewhat scared. of what i donno. and the next thing i know was tears in my eyes on my bus ride to school...

such feeling i get pretty often. not so much lately but still, i really hate how some thoughts can easily break me down.

Good that my boo-boo morning ended as soon as i got off the bus. (: the Olevel students' posting results was released amazingly early this morning. most of my classmates are staying in TPJ which is cool. (: But im really gonna miss those who're leaving hell loads, especially germaine, rachelle, alton & kenneth! (awesome, short, CAPTAIN UNDERPANTS, stone-fish! heh ;D )

Will update more with photos soon!

silin loves TPJ PAE 08S15. (:

p.s. econs & GP test tmr. NERVOUS CAN.

sheesha & mos. a night gone crazy with san.

2008-02-17T23:23:00.002+08:00

alrights heres it, the post that i promised!

so okay. last saturaday i decided not to go bai nian in the afternoon. was feeling really groggy and all after the mahjong session on friday night that lasted till 3AM!

San & i met up in the evening at clarke quay. So, original plan was to just sheesha & chillax till bout 1115 then catch the last train home. but apparently, we got so caught up & comfortable that we totally forgot about time. And i, too, got a lil high & i didnt feel like returning home so soon. heh. so i think we missed the train & since MOS is in the vicinity, we decided to hop over! yayyyy :D

Met san's friend's friends at the club. and clubbing was really fun that night with zong & his comically amusing b-boy dance moves, shirley, max and chong? there we were dancing & drinking till the club closed at 430 in the morning & san got herself superr drunk. HAHAHA, hilarious much.

heh. sheesha's cool. the grape flavour smells really shhweett i love! ><

and yaps! (:

And tell me how they got that pretty little face on that pretty little frame girl!

Guilt.

2008-02-15T13:26:00.003+08:00

okay. i skipped school for like the first time in my life today cause i was late again this morning. and i swear i feel downright guilty about it! :(

then san's call this afternoon, reminding me to study and take the progress test seriously, had me felt even more guilty! cause i haven been studying all week and omfg, im still so not prepared for test next week!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Overwhelmed with guilt i cancelled all plans made for tonight, chris's church thing & sleepover at alton's.

*pouts*

Physics i love you so much!

2008-02-12T00:26:00.000+08:00

yaaa right man. i hate you as much as i hate lizards. urgh, help! :(
kungfu dunk with khairul today!
will update on my crazy night out with san soon!
now back to physics..
toodles till then!

><

Happy chinese new year! HUAT AH! ><

2008-02-08T01:52:00.000+08:00

haha, i ate so much at granny's house today. My all time favourite cny goodies, honeyflakes, are damn addictive! & i <3 starburst crazy babies loads! they're damn addictive too! heh. :D

i hate how i felt when i woke up this morning. woke up to a house of silence that had me felt all lonely & sick.

2008-02-06T23:29:00.001+08:00

was really really realllyyyy looking forward to reunion dinner tonight! then sighs, bro went for medical follow-up & the doctor insisted that he admits into hospital today. :( Thus, dinner was at aunt's place which i didnt enjoy at all. new year eve reunion dinner outside home just doesnt give the same, warm & blessed feeling as home.

At school today, we had the cny celebration & i friggin realised how long haven i seen mae dance! i absolutely miss it. She was totally in the limelight. her performance was awesome... :) & my mortal, in the angel & mortal game, kinda knows who am i now after comparing handwriting in the letter with the class contact list. hahaha, it was hilarious trying to confuse poh that his angel isnt me. :D

then pastamania lunch with san jolene seekai jonathan gan & his friend. its been SUPER longggg since i hanged out & have a good chat with san!

progress test is in 2 weeks time. oh man, scary.. gotta start mugging already. im like lagging so far behind in physics!

2008-01-30T21:58:00.000+08:00

im a jealous girlfriend. i know. its just who i am. sorray.

you said you feel bad bout my nick. but i just wanna say, im still not okay with it & probably will never be. unless i dont like you anymore you get what i mean? :( prolly because she was/is your ideal type of girl and you use to like her. and yes, i agree that i still feel insecure about myself. alot of time. its the lack of assurance.

loves, anyway. (: