im heavily broken.
Hanged out with San jolene and Sam after sch today.
sighs. i didnt mean to be a spoiler just now. donno what triggered me. the fear just suddenly sank in and i just couldnt stop those pessimistic thoughts from crawling into my mind.
I wonder how life will be next year. cause now, chances of me retaining and even being kicked out of college is really high. I only managed to scape through chinese and gp. Sigh, why. Why when i've just started to like my classmates and my groups of friends better, then this shit must happen! I feel really stupid and good for nothing. now i have to waste one more year, going through and studying e same things all over again which i dont have to if i'd studied harder and were more disciplined. :( guess i'd brought this upon myself.
:(:(:(
and feeling miserable enough, i thought i could find some comfort by telling you about it.. well i was so wrong. you dont give a hoot, at all. then you felt bad bout it and pretended to care cause you think its a SHOULD to care. well know what. my second nightmare just came true. where this SHOULD thing comes btw us.
dissapointed. depressed. very worried. exhausted.
sighs. i didnt mean to be a spoiler just now. donno what triggered me. the fear just suddenly sank in and i just couldnt stop those pessimistic thoughts from crawling into my mind.
I wonder how life will be next year. cause now, chances of me retaining and even being kicked out of college is really high. I only managed to scape through chinese and gp. Sigh, why. Why when i've just started to like my classmates and my groups of friends better, then this shit must happen! I feel really stupid and good for nothing. now i have to waste one more year, going through and studying e same things all over again which i dont have to if i'd studied harder and were more disciplined. :( guess i'd brought this upon myself.
:(:(:(
and feeling miserable enough, i thought i could find some comfort by telling you about it.. well i was so wrong. you dont give a hoot, at all. then you felt bad bout it and pretended to care cause you think its a SHOULD to care. well know what. my second nightmare just came true. where this SHOULD thing comes btw us.
dissapointed. depressed. very worried. exhausted.
posted by SiLin at
10:05:00 PM
2 Comments:
BABE! Don't be sad. :(
dont worry, everything will turn out fine. it would all turn out in the way that its best for you. god, would only wants the best for his beloved children. i know i sound so holy. haha. anyway, no matter how things turn out, u must be prepared and accept it okay? i am already. put your hands together and pray for the best. and i am holy. its confirmed. i love you!
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